I don’t feel successful.
In fact, I feel like I have completely failed in most aspects of my life. My career has been diminished, my health stinks, my relationships are poor and any goals I have set out to achieve are….well…not achieved.
I don’t know how to deal with this, honestly, because I am unsatisfied with so many aspects of my life. I have lost direction on so many things and I simply do not know where I stand to gain the footing to decide what my course of action should be on everything.
And I’m tired.
So, so, so tired.
I’m not even sure if the things I used to believe are important are truly important anymore. I find myself not caring about things, really not giving a flying hoot about things. I know this isn’t normal, but I just don’t know what it is I care about. And the things I am sure I care about, I don’t know how to take care of those things. I don’t know how to engage in a way that builds a positive experience.
I feel like there is a major roadblock in my life and I don’t know how to pass the obstacle, because I don’t even know the nature of that obstacle.