Success…?

I don’t feel successful.

In fact, I feel like I have completely failed in most aspects of my life.  My career has been diminished, my health stinks, my relationships are poor and any goals I have set out to achieve are….well…not achieved.

I don’t know how to deal with this, honestly, because I am unsatisfied with so many aspects of my life.  I have lost direction on so many things and I simply do not know where I stand to gain the footing to decide what my course of action should be on everything.

And I’m tired.

So, so, so tired.

I’m not even sure if the things I used to believe are important are truly important anymore. I find myself not caring about things, really not giving a flying hoot about things.  I know this isn’t normal, but I just don’t know what it is I care about.  And the things I am sure I care about, I don’t know how to take care of those things. I don’t know how to engage in a way that builds a positive experience.

I feel like there is a major roadblock in my life and I don’t know how to pass the obstacle, because I don’t even know the nature of that obstacle.

6 thoughts on “Success…?

  1. I somehow know what you’re feeling maybe in a different level but I do somehow understand. There are times that I think that I’m the one who’s stopping myself and it’s a real struggle to fight your own mind. Just keep on going because you might bump into an inspiration or you might figure out what is that obstacle that’s blocking you. I’m hoping I will. I hope you keep on fighting. Rest but don’t stop and don’t give up. We will get there. 🙂

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      1. You’re welcome. Many people might not understand your situation, but there are people out there who can relate to you in some ways. Hey, maybe it’s a good thing that we found each other. 🙂

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