Okay, okay, okay…I know I said I wasn’t going to write much about my boring ass sexuality, but today it just hit me…okay, actually, last night it just hit me, that I love it when I can break out my girly side. Anyways, it hit me last night, during a Twitter conversation when a friend of mine told me, and I quote, “Because I said so bitch!! And I say that lovingly!” It just kinda hit me how much I enjoy “time with the girls” and I like having girlfriends. Granted, it might seem odd, since I have boy parts, and all of my outward exterior stinks of masculinity, but I love that part of me. I love the part that can be one of the girls or when a female friend of mine refers to me as one of her girlfriends, or whatever.
It just makes me feel good. Not weird or anything, just good. Like I am that friend…
I’ve been down this road in previous blogs, but I am more comfortable with myself now than I used to be. I might seem twisted, but I have taken some sense of pride when someone mistakes me as a woman or a girl. It’s a little comical to me, because I am so far from looking feminine that I would never actually try to go that route; but I like the idea that people can seem a feminine side to me. It’s actually something I tend to cherish a lot now. Granted, I am still a man, and I can throw back a few beers and fart and scratch myself with the best of them; but when I run across another women that compliments me by saying things like, “I’m glad I can talk to you like only a woman would understand”, it really makes me feel good.
I enjoy the girlfriends I have and I love that they seem me as a girlfriend too. It makes this guy feel secure in herself.
Thank you to those of you that see me as I am. ❤
You wrote about having previous blogs and you’re writing reminds me of a dear friend I called Stephanie who had male parts as well. I often said “chin up princess or the crown slips”.
I want to call you Stephanie and feel it is you.
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You’re correct. I’ve had some changes in life, and I felt I need to change my blog, as well.
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I’m glad you are back, I truly missed you and I will have to catch up on your words.
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There’s no rush. I’ll be in and out. I’m trying more positive outlooks on life. I need it.
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Im proud of you and will be in touch. Right now I have to get ready for a crazy day in retail, but you made my morning. Xoxoxo
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Have a wonderfully nutty day, my friend!
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Haha and nutty is is and was indeed my dear friend. Enjoy your day 😉
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Love you! You’re energy is contagious and you my sweet friend are sexy whether you’re a chic or a dude, just sayin!
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*sniff* You brought a tear of joy to my eye, Lennon! You are one of my favorite people, for sure!
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Reading through your blog I too wondered if it was YOU. So happy to see you back, in better spirits and blogging again my friend. I missed you.
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I missed you too, jae! It’s good to see you. 🙂 ❤
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So good to see you too. Have a wonderful holiday.
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Likewise, girlfriend!
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