Is That a Sense of Pride I’m Feeling…?

Some of you may or may not realize this, but if you have spent any time reading this blog or my previous blog, it becomes readily obvious that I have always been uncomfortable with my sexuality. It has been something that has been a sense of shame in a lot of respects and it took me a helluva long time to even think of myself as bisexual, since it really wasn’t a “thing” when I was younger. But, I’m not going to speak about my struggles with sexuality in this post, because it will ruin the rather fabulous mood I am in today.

This morning, I actually woke up with a smile on my face. Can you believe that?  Me smiling?  Like that’s occurred much in the past 10 years, huh?  Anyways, I woke up feeling good about myself and one of the first thoughts I had, is “Yeah, that’s right, I am bisexual! And I feel happy about it.” I don’t feel shame about it today. I don’t feel like I am a horrible person. I don’t feel like God hates me. And I don’t give a rat’s patootie if anyone else doesn’t like it.

Today, I am feeling proudly bisexual.

And I feel a sense of self-love I have not felt in many, many, many years.

I’ve also been sober for 17 days.

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