Over it…

Today, I am tired.

I’m not a quitter, but I am absolutely exhausted – mentally, that is. Physical exhaustion doesn’t bother me, because fixing that involves sleep and rest. But mental exhaustion is much more difficult to fix…

I have been working a lot of hours the past few days – literally 15-16 hour days on average over the past 3 or 4 days.  I won’t get paid much more either, since I earn a salary. It’s frustrating to me, because the work doesn’t feel like it will help me solve many of my problems right now.  I have not had the chance to do much of anything else – work towards any of the other goals I have set aside for work.

I’m stuck it a rut…a major rut…and it’s been lasting for years, I think.

I just need a chance to get ahead. A chance to make something happen.

I’m so tired today…


7 thoughts on “Over it…

  1. Mental exhaustion is so draining. What people don’t understand is that it can’t be fixed with sleep or rest since it is your soul that is tired.

    “Thoughts are heavier then our eyelids”

    I understand the rut! We take a look at our lives and think this isn’t where I thought I’d be or how I though it would be. That feeling of wanting more but not having the means to reach it. I like to remind myself, that just because it can’t happen right now, it doesn’t mean it can happen eventually. Does it always work…no, but that’s life.

    Try and take some time for yourself. Be selfish, even if it’s something small.


    Hopefully through your posts you can help to sort some things

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    1. I find writing to be a great reprieve…unfortunately, the kind of job I have will not allow me time to myself for a few more days. But the problem is, I’ll still be broke when I get time of…


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