Sometimes there are days when I have so much to say, and then there are days like today when I don’t really have anything to say – especially about being an alcoholic.
What I know today is that I woke up, got on my knees and prayed. Then I began my morning duties for work.
And I have a headache…
I think my blood glucose is high. Headaches are common.
I might right more in my SARD a little later this morning. I dunno.
I have things I need to get done, but don’t feel like it. I have things I want to get done, but don’t feel like it.
Maybe I need to focus.
Maybe I don’t need to do anything.
I won’t drink today. I am not even craving a beer at the moment.
45th day of sobriety.