Sometimes there are days when I have so much to say, and then there are days like today when I don’t really have anything to say – especially about being an alcoholic.
What I know today is that I woke up, got on my knees and prayed. Then I began my morning duties for work.
And I have a headache…
I think my blood glucose is high. Headaches are common.
I might right more in my SARD a little later this morning. I dunno.
I have things I need to get done, but don’t feel like it. I have things I want to get done, but don’t feel like it.
Maybe I need to focus.
Maybe I don’t need to do anything.
I won’t drink today. I am not even craving a beer at the moment.
45th day of sobriety.
Acquiescent Soul 
Maybe today you need to just be! Do only what you must and nothing more. Take the rest of the time to just be selfish. And you know you need that selfish time. Its okay. Take it! I know you can! Tell Hilda to take a hike for a bit. She’s not welcome in your selfish time.
Take some time to replace negative thoughts with positive thoughts or do a post about the things you are grateful for. Hilda feeds off the negativity, so fuck her up with some good thoughts, even if for a short period of time.
Just Be.
Hugs
A
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I really appreciate you. As silly as it sounds, I really needed to hear that today. Thank you, so much! 🧡🌸👍
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