So, I decided to whip out a chart on how I’ve been feeling for the past two weeks. You can see that I did this as a comparison of me emotional well being measured from -10 up to 10, whereas -10 represents total self-destructive feeling, total negativity, complete collapse of my emotional center. And a +10 represents complete happiness and a centered emotional state. The major dip occurred when I let go of my desire to stop drinking and went and drank anyways. I’m glad to see myself on a rise, but I already feel my mood changing and it’ll begin to darken and begin to droop down to the -3 range soon.
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I'm just trying to find my place in life. Although I'm 45 and it might seem like it's a tad late to try and figure that all out, I know that I'm not in a place I want to be. So, my life is under a state of evolution and I am not sure how it will change. View all posts by theacquiescentsoul