I’m irritated today.
I got into a small debate Twitter with some person I don’t know. I had stated my opinion about something and my statement was quickly turned into something by someone that ends up claiming my opinion somehow doesn’t matter. I despise that. It ended up being a conservative opinion, that conflicts with the LGBT community’s typical stance on a matter. I’m not going into detail, but I got called a liar for claiming to be a member of the LGBT community and having a conservative opinion. Essentially, I was called hateful and told I was lying about my sexuality.
I have always felt this way – someone is always going to dislike me. They political left hates my conservatism and the politically right hates my sexuality. I’m tired of trying to be me. I’m tired of trying to be honest with myself. I’m considering going back into hiding and just being what everyone accepts from me.
I mean…I can’t find any happy medium to express myself…
I feel like an anomaly. People like this person make me feel like a fraud, fake, and insignificant.
Why can’t my opinion matter, in spite of being bisexual. Why can’t my sexuality be valid, in spite of my conservative opinions?
Days like today just make me want to hide from myself…