S.A.R.D. #20 – “Where Were You…?”

I am not sure why I’m reposting this, but for some reason this memory hit me tonight…

Acquiescent Soul

WARNING: I’m going to be discussing something of an adult nature. I am whipping this out as it comes to mind and I have thoughts that are raw and uncensored – I may or may not use vulgarity. Oh, and it may have tons of grammatical and spelling errors too (Oh, the horror!?!?!). This post is intended for mature audiences (i.e. ages 21+). Also, names have been changed to protect the not-so-innocent.

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It was late and Kat wasn’t home yet. “What the hell…?” I thought to myself as I paced back and forth across the living room floor. I felt bad about the argument, but didn’t she understand that I was just trying to get through school? An engineering degree was extremely difficult and I had not chosen the easiest school to attend.

I had gone to her job earlier that day and she, of course, looked outstanding…

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