I’m desperate…

...but I have renewed my commitment to not give up. *Trigger Warning: I'm going to discuss suicide* I haven't posted in quite some time and I have been sporadic on social media lately. The truth of the matter is that I had been on the precipice of self-demise. I haven't been able to find work, … Continue reading I’m desperate… →

I don’t hate God…

Last week, I had a serious breakdown and a serious explosion - a rant, if you will - about God. I am scared. It's true. But my fear is being misplaced and I'm looking, desperately, for someone or something to be responsible. Maybe it's because of the lack of control I have over the situation, … Continue reading I don’t hate God… →

What’s Going On?

It's been a while since I've been regular on my blog. I wish I had some sort of big project, major life changes or whatever, but I do not. The reality is that I am stuck in the never breakable cycle of my own making. I try, repeat the struggles, impose my own negativity (a … Continue reading What’s Going On? →