Depression Aware

Today, I had someone that doesn't typically give one iota of crap about how I feel or what's going on with me ask me, "Are you not happy with your life?".  I responded in the affirmative and this person said, "I don't really like you sad all of the time."  Of course, my first though, … Continue reading Depression Aware


Agitated and failed to pause

I'm not sure why it happens, but I relapsed again. I'm truly disappointed in myself. But, I failed to do one of the things that The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) recommends - "pause when agitated". I felt a complete breakdown this past Saturday night. I'd like to blame my wife, but my actions … Continue reading Agitated and failed to pause

Insanity: Repetition without an iota of change.

The last few days have been filled with wild thoughts. I've discussed this before on a few different posts and have collectively tagged them with "circle" - feel free to look. I'm not really sure why this happens to me, but it is a vicious circle of complete insanity that I go through, where I … Continue reading Insanity: Repetition without an iota of change.