Thinking about S.A.R.D.

Some days I have these moments where I feel completely okay with my sexuality. Scratch that. Some days, I feel like my sexuality is not as important as I try and make it. There are days where I am not focused on it as something that NEEDS attention. It's almost like I have accepted it …

Current Mood: Hopeful & Amorous

This morning I woke up with a sense of hope.  I have really been down...the last depressive episode hit me in a way that I truly felt I wasn't going to escape. I'm not going to discuss every thought I had, because I know that I should have sought professional help during the episode. Yes, …

A Relationship with God

Today, I woke up contemplating my relationship with God. As many of you know, I do not deny an existence of an Omnipotent Higher Power. Truthfully, while attending AA (Alcoholics Anonymous) meetings and facing my entrapment by alcohol, I prayed an awful lot. And, as always, I noticed that my relapses tend to accompany a …

Pervin’

I’m having naughty thoughts today. That’s all I have to say.

Where the hell have I been?

I can't remember when I posted last, but I can say it's been a while and I was too excited to make a post and give and update to my life that I jumped on here without checking the date of my last post. I think I mentioned on previous posts that I had been …