Hidden Inadequacies…

There are times I feel like I am hiding from the world, from people I know, from people close to me, from myself and from God. I know that I am in a place in my life where I am transitioning my mind, my well being and my interactions with the world around me, but …

Cynical

Feeling sorry for myself? That's the absolute worst thing I think Hilda has me feeling. I hate that I have succumbed to that crap. And it's a criticism I heard about myself this morning. The criticism was intended to be constructive and it was. Of course, I didn't want to accept it...not really. Rather, I …

I’m desperate and ready for help…

I realize the title seems a little desolate, but I am quickly coming to the realization that I am at my bottom. Although, my world has not finished crumbling, it is now beyond my ability to save on my own. I know I'm doing everything humanly possible to climb out of the hole I find …

Goals & Courage

The last few days have been an emotional set of ups and downs. I had wanted to write about everything I was feeling, but couldn't focus enough to do that. In fact, each day this week, I sat down and opened up a new post to blog about whatever would be bothering me at the …

Broken Record

It's been a couple of weeks, since I have written anything. I guess, on some level that's a good thing, because it means I have been busy and haven't had much time to really be on here.  My new job is a commitment. It's not very challenging on an intellectual level, but it requires a …