This morning, I was perusing Twitter feeds and saw something that hit home for me. I'm recalling this from memory and capturing the essence of what I saw on someone's Tweet, but it went something like this: "If you are constantly looking for something to make you happy, you won't find it because you're too … Continue reading Purpose?

So, I found a job…and other stuff.

To say the last few months have been hell would be an immeasurable understatement. I'm not going to link any of the previous posts I had on this subject, because all it will do is remind me how miserable I had become. But today, I am certainly singing a much happier tune. You see, I … Continue reading So, I found a job…and other stuff.

Providing updates…

Honestly, I hate providing updates, but it feels like that's the only way I have any interaction on my blog anymore. I remember about 9 years ago, when I first began blogging about myself, I was on almost daily - sometimes three or four posts per day. Obviously, I squashed a couple of blogs before … Continue reading Providing updates…

The Three Goals.

I just want to remind myself that this is important. I need to come back to it.

Acquiescent Soul

I’ve ruminated about some of my issues for quite some time. But, lately, I’ve had a full-scale attack from Hilda and it was not looking good for my mental outlook on life. But I know that the only way to combat the negativity is a plan of attack. In the past, I’ve written about some of my goals here and other places throughout my blog. But, yesterday, I narrowed my goals down to three things. They are the three things that I think encapsulate anything/everything I need to improve or change.

These three things are (as pinned to the top of my Twitter):

  1. My Spirituality.
  2. My Health.
  3. My Financial Status

I really believe all of my challenges and struggles in life can be narrowed down to these three matters. It’s obvious from my negative outlook and my mental health that my spiritual well-being is a major issue I need…

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S.A.R.D. #12 – Sexually Assaulted (NSFW 21+)

It seems like such a controversial subject, but having read a recent news story about rape, I recalled my own…
I wanted to share it again.

Acquiescent Soul

WARNINGI’m going to be discussing something of an adult nature. I am whipping this out as it comes to mind and I have thoughts that are raw and uncensored – I may or may not use vulgarity. Oh, and it may have tons of grammatical and spelling errors too (Oh, the horror!?!?!). This post is intended for mature audiences. Also, names have been changed to protect the not-so-innocent.


It’s been a while since I last posted in my Sexual and Relationship Development series, but in light of current events, I can’t help but make mention of my own involvement with sexual assault where I was a victim. I’m not going to discuss my own opinion about the current nominee to the U.S. Supreme Court, because I have noticed that my opinion is triggering and angering to many people. Although, there are plenty of people that have a…

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