This morning, I woke up not feeling like being sober. It's not like I had the sudden urge to go drink, but I had these detrimental thoughts that went something along the lines of "Eh..what's the point?", "All of these seems like tedious and boring work" and even "Why do I want to share anything … Continue reading Self-Doubt – a.k.a. Hilda
I've got a lot of thoughts buzzing around my delicate little mind lately, but there are a couple that are more prominent than others and one of those is the thought that I really need to quit drinking. It's not like it's a big secret that I'm an alcoholic, but I seem to treat dealing … Continue reading I’ll keep trying.
I don't know what it is about my emotions that cause me to swing back and forth from positive (Stephanie) to negative (Hilda) in a matter of a few days, hours, minutes or seconds. But, since yesterday, I've just been on this blah trek in my psyche. I'm not really sure what it is that's … Continue reading I’m off today.
I've been invited to an interview today. It's a full time cashier position with a hardware chain. I won't lie, it feels humiliating. I have 15 years of experience in an engineering role in the oil & gas industry. I have a B.S. in Chemical Engineering & Petroleum Refining. I am part of the way … Continue reading Swallowing Pride
I had a friend call me “precious princess”. I kinda loved that. ☺️😊