Panic from low blood sugar…

So, I'm fighting an urge at this moment. My blood glucose level is exactly 63 mg/dL as I write this.  I'm trying not to have a knee-jerk reaction right now. I just took 4 glucose tabs (4g carbohydrate each, for a total of 16 g) to treat the low, as well as a small peanut …

I Need to Be Accepted

I funny thought hit me today. I have a basic need that requires people accept me and I didn't realize it, fully, until I saw the number of followers that left my follow list on Twitter.  Seems stupid, I know, but I was shocked that I felt saddened by it. I mean, total strangers have …

Accepting the Past and #SpiritDay

After having such a great day, yesterday, it bothered me that I had a difficult time sleeping last night.  My thoughts were sporadic, racing, and in need of being addressed. ?Unfortunately, I was having a difficult time sorting them out and trying to deal with the things that needed to be handled - or do …

Relief

Today, I have a strong sense of relief. As this past weekend occurred, I felt a huge dark cloud move in.  That dark cloud, of course, is depression. It's something I'm used to and I have not totally been able to understand what causes these things, but I have gotten much better at predicting when …

Whiny, no more!

I think I've finally reached my bottom.  I whine, way too much. I don't often mention my kids or my wife online, but the other day my daughter asked me if I ever get tired of being negative.  She's right in her insinuation - I'm negative.  And I have been for far too long. Also, …