I can't get my car registered with the state. A month ago, I started a new job without having transportation. Well, I borrowed a couple thousand bucks from a family member to buy a used car. Well, I found one a week ago, bought it and got the title this past Wednesday. It's not extravagant, … Continue reading Anxiety running high today.
Today, I had someone that doesn't typically give one iota of crap about how I feel or what's going on with me ask me, "Are you not happy with your life?". I responded in the affirmative and this person said, "I don't really like you sad all of the time." Of course, my first though, … Continue reading Depression Aware
Dukes up; Ready to battle! Who, what, when, where, how, to fight? But why? Ongoing and never ending. Will I ever make it out? Life threatening! At all costs, Can't ever retreat. But to what end? Maybe I'll never know Anything, but the fight!
I don't think it's any big secret that depression is a part of my life; I don't deny it anymore. At one time, however, I completely hid from it and used alcohol to try and hide my feelings. The thing is, I've come to expect it at certain times and today is one of those … Continue reading Fear of Feeling Good.
So, as many of you know, I just began a new job a little over a month ago. The unfortunate result is that I have less time to spend on here blogging. I'm still unsure, if I made the right decision and I am still struggling with the challenges of taking on this new position. … Continue reading Wish me luck…