My morning began a little rough. I'm not sure what it is about stumbling that makes me feel like an idiot, but this morning I was feeling rather negative and doubting in any kind of hope. But I tend to be the kind of person that accepts empirical evidence as proof for something - maybe … Continue reading Pray: Surrender as the Means to Recover.
I am still fighting. Day 1
The last few days have been an emotional set of ups and downs. I had wanted to write about everything I was feeling, but couldn't focus enough to do that. In fact, each day this week, I sat down and opened up a new post to blog about whatever would be bothering me at the … Continue reading Goals & Courage
I'm not sure why it happens, but I relapsed again. I'm truly disappointed in myself. But, I failed to do one of the things that The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) recommends - "pause when agitated". I felt a complete breakdown this past Saturday night. I'd like to blame my wife, but my actions … Continue reading Agitated and failed to pause
I think I had a bit of an epiphany last night about my sexuality. It hit me that I've been treating my sexuality as if there is something wrong with me. Even as much as I discuss it on here and on Twitter, it hit me yesterday that I have been treating it as if … Continue reading A Plague of Being