I had a beer…

I made it 99 days (this past Saturday), before I decided to drink a beer. I went to dinner with my wife, she ordered a glass of wine and I ordered a beer. I drank one beer with dinner. I felt guilty, but I felt guilty because I felt like I would be letting AA …

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90 Days

Today, I hit 90 days of continued sobriety. It literally marks the longest I have gone without having a beer for the past 10 years. Granted, I haven't been drunk in a long time, but I was rather attached to my daily beer (or 6) for a long time. It had become a crutch in …

Quick & Fierce

I had a surprise attack from Hilda this morning and it took me by surprise. It was ugly and horrible and really severe and yet it seemed to have dissipated as I began getting involved in something. And, I'm chalking this up to a slight won today, because I'm choosing to have Hilda walk on …

Stuck

I recognize it: I'm stuck. It's mental. It's always mental, isn't it? For some reason, I am feeling like nothing really changes. For some reason, I can't find the way through, around, over, under or simply remove the mental barriers I have in achieving the things I want to do in life. But, I find …

God, Who Are You?

It's no secret that I struggle in my relationship with God.  I struggle for so many reasons, but I won't go into great detail (You'll get bored, and I don't have the time), but I wanted to highlight a few things going on in my mind lately. My main struggle is that I have this …