I refuse to give up: Day 2

I'm going to try sobriety again. I'm truly sick of it.  I kinda feel like I broke the pledge to myself that I just made last week. And I know it, based on this past weekend. I am not going to lie and say I've handled drinking very well, because I haven't. But I know …

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Hilda’s Full Scale Attack.

Last night, Hilda came in like a storm and was on full scale attack. She was seeking, retribution, I'm sure for the effort I put in over the past few months to change myself for the better. Last night, she was seeking out a strong stand to take over my mind and being fully. Ultimately, …

I don’t really want to drink anymore.

A couple of weeks ago, I made the decision that I wasn't an alcoholic. So, I began drinking beer again. I just wanted to be "normal" on some level. I felt like I wasn't really getting the Alcoholics Anonymous' (AA) 12-Step Program, because everything I was being told I needed top address about myself - …

I had a beer…

I made it 99 days (this past Saturday), before I decided to drink a beer. I went to dinner with my wife, she ordered a glass of wine and I ordered a beer. I drank one beer with dinner. I felt guilty, but I felt guilty because I felt like I would be letting AA …

90 Days

Today, I hit 90 days of continued sobriety. It literally marks the longest I have gone without having a beer for the past 10 years. Granted, I haven't been drunk in a long time, but I was rather attached to my daily beer (or 6) for a long time. It had become a crutch in …