A new industry, imperfection, fear…

Friday afternoon, I had a job interview. It was for a chemical engineering position with a very small pharmaceutical company. Yes, I live in Colorado, but it's not a cannabis based pharmaceutical company. The company is relatively new - since 2005, but it focused on producing over the counter anti-viral medication. I applied for the …

I’ve been offered a job.

So, I have been offered a job. Before I express the gratitude I have for this chance, I'm going to spew negativity right from the get-go for the sole purpose of getting it out and letting go of it. First and foremost, the pay is right in line for a job of this type...lol. I …

What I See for Myself?

Back when I was first diagnosed with type 1 diabetes (of course, back in those days is was Juvenile Onset Diabetes), I had a difficult time giving myself shots of insulin - at eight years old, you can imagine my fear of shots. Well, I worked with a therapist that helped me get over what …

I’m hot and I’m cold…

I'm not sure why my mood changes so often, but it does. It's kind of tedious, honestly, but I can wake up in the best of moods and then have it change to complete fear based negativity in a heartbeat. Take for example, this morning. I was full of optimism this morning. I was full …

I’m pretty sure I lie to myself

Yeah, I think I do. I think I lie to myself. I think I tell myself things and have no idea if I am building myself up with truths or lies and I have no idea if I am tearing myself down with truths or lies. I've got a few beers in me right now …