Providing updates…

Honestly, I hate providing updates, but it feels like that's the only way I have any interaction on my blog anymore. I remember about 9 years ago, when I first began blogging about myself, I was on almost daily - sometimes three or four posts per day. Obviously, I squashed a couple of blogs before …

A Dark Mindset

"You are in such a dark mindset" were the words my friend on Twitter said to me. She's right. I am in a dark mindset. It's sort of been my thing the past five years. I kind of feel like I no longer know how to be positive. How can I possibly find happiness as …

A new industry, imperfection, fear…

Friday afternoon, I had a job interview. It was for a chemical engineering position with a very small pharmaceutical company. Yes, I live in Colorado, but it's not a cannabis based pharmaceutical company. The company is relatively new - since 2005, but it focused on producing over the counter anti-viral medication. I applied for the …

I’ve been offered a job.

So, I have been offered a job. Before I express the gratitude I have for this chance, I'm going to spew negativity right from the get-go for the sole purpose of getting it out and letting go of it. First and foremost, the pay is right in line for a job of this type...lol. I …

What I See for Myself?

Back when I was first diagnosed with type 1 diabetes (of course, back in those days is was Juvenile Onset Diabetes), I had a difficult time giving myself shots of insulin - at eight years old, you can imagine my fear of shots. Well, I worked with a therapist that helped me get over what …