Get it together…

I'm not even sure where to begin this post, but I feel the need to get it out there and post something that forces me to take a hard stand against myself - rather, against Hilda. But I went off the rails again in a major way. In the past few weeks, I began drinking …

On the hunt again

Well, it appears I am on the job hunt again. This is the third time in five years that I have been let go from a job and I'm not sure if this firing is a good thing or a bad thing. Granted, I can recognize that I didn't pour myself into the job with …

I’m just lost…professionally.

I've never minded hard work. In fact, I have always accepted the fact that to get anywhere in life, you have to be willing to put forth the effort. What I'm struggling with today is that I have always put forth a lot of effort in the pursuit of my goals, but as I get …

Living in the Past F@^king Sucks: God’s Punishment

Living in the past fucking sucks. And yet, I do it. Regularly. Today on my morning commute to work, my thoughts were on how much I don't like where I'm working and it got me to thinking about the job and career I had before. The job I was laid off from back in 2015. …

Pondering Transition

Ever since I was laid off from my job three and a half years ago, I have really struggled finding my way back to any sort of fulfilling career. By all reasonable standards, I should consider myself a success. Granted, I have not come anywhere close to coming back the the financial security I had …