I've never minded hard work. In fact, I have always accepted the fact that to get anywhere in life, you have to be willing to put forth the effort. What I'm struggling with today is that I have always put forth a lot of effort in the pursuit of my goals, but as I get … Continue reading I’m just lost…professionally.
Living in the past fucking sucks. And yet, I do it. Regularly. Today on my morning commute to work, my thoughts were on how much I don't like where I'm working and it got me to thinking about the job and career I had before. The job I was laid off from back in 2015. … Continue reading Living in the Past F@^king Sucks: God’s Punishment
Ever since I was laid off from my job three and a half years ago, I have really struggled finding my way back to any sort of fulfilling career. By all reasonable standards, I should consider myself a success. Granted, I have not come anywhere close to coming back the the financial security I had … Continue reading Pondering Transition
Today, I am tired. I'm not a quitter, but I am absolutely exhausted - mentally, that is. Physical exhaustion doesn't bother me, because fixing that involves sleep and rest. But mental exhaustion is much more difficult to fix... I have been working a lot of hours the past few days - literally 15-16 hour days … Continue reading Over it…
I'm sitting here today, full of regret, and I hate it. I feel like I sold my soul. You see, I work in the oil & gas industry and I despise it. I despise what I Do, but after spending almost 20 years in the job I have, I wish I would have done something … Continue reading I Sold My Soul to the Devil.