Yesterday, I was having a conversation with a friend on Twitter about being bisexual and being married. The conversation began, because I ran into someone yesterday - a guy - that I found absolutely mesmerizing and I had a definitive physiological reaction to him (if you catch my drift). I had made a comment about … Continue reading Exploration
Stumble, fumble too; An imperfect gracefulness. Matters not, strive on!
I recognize it: I'm stuck. It's mental. It's always mental, isn't it? For some reason, I am feeling like nothing really changes. For some reason, I can't find the way through, around, over, under or simply remove the mental barriers I have in achieving the things I want to do in life. But, I find … Continue reading Stuck
It's no secret that I struggle in my relationship with God. I struggle for so many reasons, but I won't go into great detail (You'll get bored, and I don't have the time), but I wanted to highlight a few things going on in my mind lately. My main struggle is that I have this … Continue reading God, Who Are You?
I woke up this morning, feeling a little defeated. I woke up this morning not wanting my life. I woke up this morning feeling sick and tired of being sick and tired. I woke up this morning feeling like sobriety didn't matter. And then, I rolled out of bed and prayed The Serenity Prayer, asked … Continue reading I Don’t Want to Struggle.