It's no secret that I struggle in my relationship with God. I struggle for so many reasons, but I won't go into great detail (You'll get bored, and I don't have the time), but I wanted to highlight a few things going on in my mind lately. My main struggle is that I have this … Continue reading God, Who Are You?
Right now I'm going through a bit of a dry spell in my recovery from alcohol. I don't believe I'm in danger of drinking, but I also don't want to sit on my laurels and have it sneak up on me. I am working the 12 step program of Alcoholics Anonymous and have taken the … Continue reading Right now
Most people have an image of alcoholics as weak, weak-minded and weak-willed. There is this idea that alcoholics (or any addicts) simply cannot exercise will power, because they find themselves in the throes of addiction and addictive behavior. And when it comes to drinking, there is an inability to refute that temptation for an alcoholic. … Continue reading Relinquishing My Will
Today I'm feeling irritable. I'm not sure where it's coming from but it's really bothering me today how angry and irritable I'm feeling. I can feel something pulling me, pulling my thoughts with an inception of negative animosity towards a lot of different things. I'm not sure if it's the small disagreement I had with … Continue reading Irritability