Denial

 Deception of self, For an anxious avoidance, When life is loathsome!

Constrict

Fighting for my breath A painful realization I am my demise.

Flipping myself off!

I woke up in a bit of a weird mood today. On the one hand, I completely feel like my life sucks. On the other hand, I completely feel willing and capable of making needed changes. Truly, it's a bit of a conflict I have had for quite some time. I'm not wanting Hilda to …

Lack of Self-Comfort or some bullsh^t…

Today, my mind is in a kazillion different places. I'm not sure how to calm it, but I know over the past 48 hours, I went from ultra-positive and optimistic to backtracking on all of the promises and commitments I made to myself... I'm not in a good place at the moment. I hate this …

Screaming Indoors

Trapp'd inside away, An outside voice, screaming loud, "How Can I Escape?!?!"