I can't get my car registered with the state. A month ago, I started a new job without having transportation. Well, I borrowed a couple thousand bucks from a family member to buy a used car. Well, I found one a week ago, bought it and got the title this past Wednesday. It's not extravagant, … Continue reading Anxiety running high today.
Tangl'd Optimism Taut. Filament of some hope. Struggle to find me!
...involves all kind of obligations. And it has the tendency to relieve me from my thoughts, but instilling a different kind of anxiety. The anxiety I feel is one of over estimating my abilities to meet everyone's needs. I'm not so good at setting boundaries, I don't say "no" very well at all. Yet, today, … Continue reading A Typical Sunday…
I feel lonely. Like 98% of the time, I feel like I'm missing some connection with someone. I shouldn't feel this way. I have friends. I have family. I am online and have online friends. But I constantly feel alone. I feel like I'm not understood, and it's not like I blame anyone, because I … Continue reading Why Do I Feel So Lonely…?
I seriously feel screwed this week... Okay, that's a lie: I feel screwed for several years now, but it seems to finally be burying me this week. That's all I really want to say.