Recent thoughts on my sexuality and stuff.

To say I have self-esteem issues, is an understatement. If you've read any of the things I've written about Hilda, it becomes quickly obvious how self-deprecating I am. I struggle, I think, for a couple of reasons - I think I suck at inter-personal relationships and I suck at my sexuality. Truthfully, I'm not even …

I’ve been offered a job.

So, I have been offered a job. Before I express the gratitude I have for this chance, I'm going to spew negativity right from the get-go for the sole purpose of getting it out and letting go of it. First and foremost, the pay is right in line for a job of this type...lol. I …

Stephanie: Accepting myself as I am

The past few days, I've written a little bit about my feelings of femininity and I'm sure some people reading might assume I m confused about my gender. Rest assured, I am not. But I don't deny that there are times I have said I wish I were born female. It's true, there are times …

I don’t hate God…

Last week, I had a serious breakdown and a serious explosion - a rant, if you will - about God. I am scared. It's true. But my fear is being misplaced and I'm looking, desperately, for someone or something to be responsible. Maybe it's because of the lack of control I have over the situation, …

I wish I were a…

...a woman. As many of you realize, I spend a lot of time focused on my sexuality and my expression of that sexuality. I have to say, after coming out to my mother, I am feeling much better about myself. In fact, I have a small sense of pride at the moment - it doesn't …