Sometimes, I simply do not feel sexual. Sometimes, I do not feel bisexual. Sometimes I do not feel homosexual. Sometimes I do not feel heterosexual. Sometimes I just don't know what I'm feeling. I have these times during life when I find myself thinking that I have focused so much on how I feel sexually, … Continue reading Fluctuations…
I've always kind have been a a go home or go big kind of person. I don't enjoy the mundane and I prefer to take on tasks or goals that challenge me. I've never been afraid to push myself to my limits for the purpose of pushing the boundaries of those limits for the purpose … Continue reading Mountainous Challenges as I Get Into Sobriety
I've attached shame to so many things, but if I were to put together a list, it would look like this: My relationships Being bisexual My faith My alcoholism My role as a parent My role as a partner My job situation My financial situation My health My weight And many others. I began blogging … Continue reading I’m Done Allowing Shame to F&^K Me!
I've never minded hard work. In fact, I have always accepted the fact that to get anywhere in life, you have to be willing to put forth the effort. What I'm struggling with today is that I have always put forth a lot of effort in the pursuit of my goals, but as I get … Continue reading I’m just lost…professionally.
Last night, Hilda came in like a storm and was on full scale attack. She was seeking, retribution, I'm sure for the effort I put in over the past few months to change myself for the better. Last night, she was seeking out a strong stand to take over my mind and being fully. Ultimately, … Continue reading Hilda’s Full Scale Attack.