What is right – God or not?

To say I have a conflict with God is an understatement. I truly have a love-hate relationship with Him. I often mention that I was raised Catholic and currently reject it based upon my sexuality, but I know I really can't ignore my love and need for God either. Currently, I feel like an internal …

Providing updates…

Honestly, I hate providing updates, but it feels like that's the only way I have any interaction on my blog anymore. I remember about 9 years ago, when I first began blogging about myself, I was on almost daily - sometimes three or four posts per day. Obviously, I squashed a couple of blogs before …

I don’t hate God…

Last week, I had a serious breakdown and a serious explosion - a rant, if you will - about God. I am scared. It's true. But my fear is being misplaced and I'm looking, desperately, for someone or something to be responsible. Maybe it's because of the lack of control I have over the situation, …

BMJ: Day 109 – Get Clear on My Intention

Continuing following a long my Beautiful Me Journal (BMJ), the author of the book I'm following states specific questions with respect to making dreams a reality. But I'm going to do this entry, slightly, differently considering my last post in the BMJ was a little more selective than the author intended - not that my …

I Went to Confession.

So, I'm catholic. And yes, I'm bisexual. And I went to confession last weekend. But that's not really the confession, is it?  I know there are people that find the concept of a bisexual catholic to be a paradox - it's kinda like a bisexual conservative (I'm that too). I went to confession to speak …