Flipping myself off!

I woke up in a bit of a weird mood today. On the one hand, I completely feel like my life sucks. On the other hand, I completely feel willing and capable of making needed changes. Truly, it's a bit of a conflict I have had for quite some time. I'm not wanting Hilda to … Continue reading Flipping myself off!

Choosing how to die versus eating a bowl of ice cream with peanut butter?

***Trigger Warning: Discussing thought of suicide and eating disorders.*** ===================================================================== As I sit here, spoon in hand and pushing a fattening scoop of ice cream smothered with peanut butter into my mouth, a depressing thought came to my mind: "I could pull my infusion set out and no one would know it was intentional..."  You see, … Continue reading Choosing how to die versus eating a bowl of ice cream with peanut butter?