Okay, I wasn't going to write this, because I have been keeping it inside for quite some time. But I want to break Stephanie out of prison a little. I haven't shaved my legs in a long time. I haven't gotten a pedicure in a long time. I haven't worn panties and a bra in … Continue reading I want…Stephanie
To say I have no idea how to accept how I feel inside has got to be the biggest understatement of all time. I feel unstable about my emotional state. I am not a violent person, but it feels like my insides are at battle with each other all of the time. I have conflicts … Continue reading Accepting My Internal Thoughts.
Yesterday, I indicated that I wasn't managing my sobriety so well. That's probably an understatement, and today - this morning, especially - I felt my thoughts begin to unravel my emotions. It was a common tactic of Hilda, I'm sure. But I don't want to feel this way, so I am writing this all down, … Continue reading Perfectionism: Or How My Thoughts Spin Out of Control.