"You are in such a dark mindset" were the words my friend on Twitter said to me. She's right. I am in a dark mindset. It's sort of been my thing the past five years. I kind of feel like I no longer know how to be positive. How can I possibly find happiness as … Continue reading A Dark Mindset
I always feel a need to escape. Now, more than ever, I feel a need to escape from my life. I can't seem to find the light that leads me into something better than the way I feel. I drank again. It was 2 beers on Saturday night and 1 beer on Sunday night. They … Continue reading Escapism
I was laid off again today. I have nothing left. No words. No way to stay afloat now.
Dark place, empty void Destitute in emotions Where’s my final rest?
I’ve often heard that happiness and feeling good comes from within. I used to believe that. I can’t say that I believe that anymore. For quite some time, I have been fighting the onset of another depressive episode – holding out that I can somehow convince myself to be happy. I know all of these … Continue reading From Within?