Break

Losing, spiraling Out of control, without hope Where is my footing?

Soliloquy

Searing pain, The mind's darkness. Companionship in absentia. Traveling among oblivion, Penetrating the murky conflict, Of consciousness. A path becomes clear, Parting the dying forest. A voice in the wind, guiding Towards a doomed destiny. A precipice of eternal destruction, encountered, downward, calling out. No reply, not even the echoes of discouragement, Erasure, the only …

I’m Done Allowing Shame to F&^K Me!

I've attached shame to so many things, but if I were to put together a list, it would look like this: My relationships Being bisexual My faith My alcoholism My role as a parent My role as a partner My job situation My financial situation My health My weight And many others. I began blogging …

BMJ: Day 44 – Embrace Your Passion

I had kept a blog, previous to this one, in which I was going through this same guide that I'm going through in my Beautiful Me Journal. In fact, I had discussed the very topic that I'm discussing today: Passion. I don't remember everything I discussed in that particular entry, but I know I feel …

Waves Crashing In

I've described my depression like a wave before. Almost like you're sitting or standing on a beach when the water crashes in and sweeps you off your feet and pulls you under.  I can't find the post I made on this and it might actually be something I posted on my previous blog. But really, …