I’m just lost…professionally.

I've never minded hard work. In fact, I have always accepted the fact that to get anywhere in life, you have to be willing to put forth the effort. What I'm struggling with today is that I have always put forth a lot of effort in the pursuit of my goals, but as I get …

Bitterness Bites

Bitter to my core. Life is biting my whole ass; Please leave a bad taste!

Alcoholic much?

I hate the fact that I question this about myself. I despise that, once again, I'm sitting here contemplating if I am actually an alcoholic.  Honestly, I don't know if I am or if I simply enjoy the taste of beer.  I'm sitting her this morning, starting another attempt at being sober. It feels weird …

Feeling Confused…

I woke up today with a sense of confusion, followed by a sense of panic. It's not a new experience for me, but it is one that I find to be....hmmmm....frustrating, because it almost feels like my mind is deteriorating or something.  I have been working a lot this past week and I'm sure I …

Over it…

Today, I am tired. I'm not a quitter, but I am absolutely exhausted - mentally, that is. Physical exhaustion doesn't bother me, because fixing that involves sleep and rest. But mental exhaustion is much more difficult to fix... I have been working a lot of hours the past few days - literally 15-16 hour days …