Recent thoughts on my sexuality and stuff.

To say I have self-esteem issues, is an understatement. If you've read any of the things I've written about Hilda, it becomes quickly obvious how self-deprecating I am. I struggle, I think, for a couple of reasons - I think I suck at inter-personal relationships and I suck at my sexuality. Truthfully, I'm not even …

I’ve been contemplating God again…

To say I have a complex relationship with God is a bit of a misnomer. I think the reason why it's a misnomer is because I tend to avoid God...it's hard to be complex when I'm avoiding that which is the complexity, don't you think? Occasionally, however, I decide to pray and when I do …

Stephanie: Accepting myself as I am

The past few days, I've written a little bit about my feelings of femininity and I'm sure some people reading might assume I m confused about my gender. Rest assured, I am not. But I don't deny that there are times I have said I wish I were born female. It's true, there are times …

BMJ: Day 146 – Finish the Sentence

Disclaimer: I don't maintain this series in my blog in order or on time, but as I read through this book, I add to my Beautiful Me Journal. I consider it a work in progress, because I consider myself a work in progress. *********************************************************************************************** Today's entry into my BMJ is one where the author asks …

Smile List 06-03-2020

Someone on Twitter referred to me as "sis". And on a very anxious filled day, this gave me a big comforting smile. I don't know why this feels good, but I'm gonna go with it today.