Mountainous Challenges as I Get Into Sobriety

I've always kind have been a a go home or go big kind of person. I don't enjoy the mundane and I prefer to take on tasks or goals that challenge me. I've never been afraid to push myself to my limits for the purpose of pushing the boundaries of those limits for the purpose …

BMJ: Day 109 – Get Clear on My Intention

Continuing following a long my Beautiful Me Journal (BMJ), the author of the book I'm following states specific questions with respect to making dreams a reality. But I'm going to do this entry, slightly, differently considering my last post in the BMJ was a little more selective than the author intended - not that my …

Current Mood: Hopeful & Amorous

This morning I woke up with a sense of hope.  I have really been down...the last depressive episode hit me in a way that I truly felt I wasn't going to escape. I'm not going to discuss every thought I had, because I know that I should have sought professional help during the episode. Yes, …

The Three Goals.

I've ruminated about some of my issues for quite some time. But, lately, I've had a full-scale attack from Hilda and it was not looking good for my mental outlook on life. But I know that the only way to combat the negativity is a plan of attack. In the past, I've written about some …

Hilda’s Full Scale Attack.

Last night, Hilda came in like a storm and was on full scale attack. She was seeking, retribution, I'm sure for the effort I put in over the past few months to change myself for the better. Last night, she was seeking out a strong stand to take over my mind and being fully. Ultimately, …