Fluctuations…

Sometimes, I simply do not feel sexual. Sometimes, I do not feel bisexual. Sometimes I do not feel homosexual. Sometimes I do not feel heterosexual. Sometimes I just don't know what I'm feeling. I have these times during life when I find myself thinking that I have focused so much on how I feel sexually, … Continue reading Fluctuations…

What’s Going On?

It's been a while since I've been regular on my blog. I wish I had some sort of big project, major life changes or whatever, but I do not. The reality is that I am stuck in the never breakable cycle of my own making. I try, repeat the struggles, impose my own negativity (a … Continue reading What’s Going On?

Regrets

Anyone that has attended Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) meetings are going to become aware of the phrase "...restless, irritable, and discontented...". It is the warning to alcoholics that these feelings are the predecessor to the phenomena of craving.  Often times, these feelings are tied into the concept of resentments and alcoholics deal with resentments by making … Continue reading Regrets