Hilda’s Full Scale Attack.

Last night, Hilda came in like a storm and was on full scale attack. She was seeking, retribution, I'm sure for the effort I put in over the past few months to change myself for the better. Last night, she was seeking out a strong stand to take over my mind and being fully. Ultimately, …

When Hilda Returns…

Yesterday, I woke up in a bit of a crummy mood.  I attribute it to Hilda.  She was filling my head with negative thoughts and negative feelings. I did my best to try and combat her and refute her claims over my thinking. For the most of the day, I was able to push her …

A Small Dip…

I haven't thought about depression in a while...maybe over two weeks now.  I'm not really sure.  I have been trying to focus on things to keep my mind busy, but last night I had a little dip in the mood.  It's one of those things that I notice, because it's usually a strong indicator that …

Friendships Scared Away?

I don't have a lot of "real-life" friends. Before I go on, let me preface this post with the fact that I'm making an observation, and not issuing a self-deprecating, self-loathing, personal rant focused on attacking my own self-esteem. God know I make a habit of this far too often, but it's simply something I'm …