Hi readers! Today I'm making a decision to cultivate myself (or Stephanie) by initiating a category in my list of posts that is focused on happiness. As many of you know, I fight depression, anxiety, alcoholism, bouts of self-loathing related to my sexuality, etc. Well, those things are a breeding ground for the insults Hilda … Continue reading New Sub-Category: Things That Make Me Smile.
The last few days have had my emotions sort of up and down. I've got some challenges in life I'm still facing (honestly, they won't be going away any time soon), but in spite of the ups and downs of my emotions, I'm generally feeling positive. I'm not sure what the change is going on … Continue reading Love, motivation, affection, positive feelings: What do I do with them?
Last night, Hilda came in like a storm and was on full scale attack. She was seeking, retribution, I'm sure for the effort I put in over the past few months to change myself for the better. Last night, she was seeking out a strong stand to take over my mind and being fully. Ultimately, … Continue reading Hilda’s Full Scale Attack.
***Warning: I am 100% sure this post will use the "F-word", because I find it is perfect motivation for this Wednesday morning.*** ============================================================================ Several days ago, I mentioned that I felt like I finally hit bottom. I finally reached the point where I was so fucking sick of feeling sorry for myself. I think what … Continue reading Kicking Ass