I don’t really want to drink anymore.

A couple of weeks ago, I made the decision that I wasn't an alcoholic. So, I began drinking beer again. I just wanted to be "normal" on some level. I felt like I wasn't really getting the Alcoholics Anonymous' (AA) 12-Step Program, because everything I was being told I needed top address about myself - … Continue reading I don’t really want to drink anymore.

Pray: Surrender as the Means to Recover.

My morning began a little rough. I'm not sure what it is about stumbling that makes me feel like an idiot, but this morning I was feeling rather negative and doubting in any kind of hope. But I tend to be the kind of person that accepts empirical evidence as proof for something - maybe … Continue reading Pray: Surrender as the Means to Recover.