Recent thoughts on my sexuality and stuff.

To say I have self-esteem issues, is an understatement. If you've read any of the things I've written about Hilda, it becomes quickly obvious how self-deprecating I am. I struggle, I think, for a couple of reasons - I think I suck at inter-personal relationships and I suck at my sexuality. Truthfully, I'm not even …

#ComingOutDay 2019: To Be Out or Not To Be Out

I have this thing about being out. I'm just not, in any grand fashion, out of the closet with my sexuality. However, this is the third year in a row that I've written about coming out (Read 2018 here and 2017 here). I tend to fluctuate on whether I should or shouldn't come out. I …

Self-Conscious Thoughts

To say I am self-conscious about my sexuality is an understatement. I'm utterly aware of it. Sometimes it's a playful awareness that I make light of with jokes and lighthearted banter with another person online. Other times, I'm painfully aware that I don't feel like the ideal of what I thought I would be while …

Irrelevant

This morning, during a conversation on Twitter, I mentioned the fact that I'm married and almost 50 (I'm 46) years old, means my bisexuality is irrelevant. Honestly, there are times when I feel like having people recognize and accept my sexuality is validating and empowering. I feel like this is an important part of building …

S.A.R.D. #12 – Sexually Assaulted (NSFW 21+)

WARNING: I’m going to be discussing something of an adult nature. I am whipping this out as it comes to mind and I have thoughts that are raw and uncensored – I may or may not use vulgarity. Oh, and it may have tons of grammatical and spelling errors too (Oh, the horror!?!?!). This post is …