To say I have a conflict with God is an understatement. I truly have a love-hate relationship with Him. I often mention that I was raised Catholic and currently reject it based upon my sexuality, but I know I really can't ignore my love and need for God either. Currently, I feel like an internal … Continue reading What is right – God or not?
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“The Icing on the Shit Cake of My Life…”
The second I said those words (the title of this post), I knew I regretted it. The full sentence I said was, "Our marriage is the icing on the shit cake of my life." It was mean, hateful, cruel and not the truth. The reality is that I was hurting from so much at the … Continue reading “The Icing on the Shit Cake of My Life…”
A new industry, imperfection, fear…
Friday afternoon, I had a job interview. It was for a chemical engineering position with a very small pharmaceutical company. Yes, I live in Colorado, but it's not a cannabis based pharmaceutical company. The company is relatively new - since 2005, but it focused on producing over the counter anti-viral medication. I applied for the … Continue reading A new industry, imperfection, fear…
Recent thoughts on my sexuality and stuff.
To say I have self-esteem issues, is an understatement. If you've read any of the things I've written about Hilda, it becomes quickly obvious how self-deprecating I am. I struggle, I think, for a couple of reasons - I think I suck at inter-personal relationships and I suck at my sexuality. Truthfully, I'm not even … Continue reading Recent thoughts on my sexuality and stuff.
An Update…
Hi ya'll! I know it's been a while since I've posted - and my posts have been very sporadic over the past few months - but I wanted to post an update what I've been up to lately. Truthfully, I'm not even sure if anyone is still actively following/reading my blog, but I'm going to … Continue reading An Update…