I’ve been contemplating God again…

To say I have a complex relationship with God is a bit of a misnomer. I think the reason why it's a misnomer is because I tend to avoid God...it's hard to be complex when I'm avoiding that which is the complexity, don't you think? Occasionally, however, I decide to pray and when I do … Continue reading I’ve been contemplating God again…

I know I’ve said it before…

...but early sobriety just sucks. I've been on again and off again for the past several months. I struggle with so many of my thoughts that I find the only escape to be drinking a few beers on a daily basis. I don't even know how to wrestle with the idea that I know abstaining … Continue reading I know I’ve said it before…

BMJ: Day 138 – Consider the unresolved issue in your life.

Honestly, I am having a bit of rough day today, so this particular entry into my Beautiful Me Journal is laced with a little bitter realization, but I have decided to write about it anyways. In this entry the author of the book I've been following suggests considering THE unresolved issue in my life and … Continue reading BMJ: Day 138 – Consider the unresolved issue in your life.