I’ve been offered a job.

So, I have been offered a job. Before I express the gratitude I have for this chance, I'm going to spew negativity right from the get-go for the sole purpose of getting it out and letting go of it. First and foremost, the pay is right in line for a job of this type...lol. I …

I know I’ve said it before…

...but early sobriety just sucks. I've been on again and off again for the past several months. I struggle with so many of my thoughts that I find the only escape to be drinking a few beers on a daily basis. I don't even know how to wrestle with the idea that I know abstaining …

Some basic self-truths.

I'm not sure where it came from. I'm not sure what inspired it. I'm not even sure they are my thoughts. But I had some revelations - and probably some that have been obvious to others for quite some time. But I woke up this morning thinking these things to myself (I'm pretty sure it's …

I tried to pray today…

Yesterday's post about me feeling desperate might have come across differently than I intended it. I really meant it to designate me marking a turning point, but I noticed from some of the people who messaged me privately, that it might have come across as me giving up. And, I suppose on some level, I …

BMJ: Day 138 – Consider the unresolved issue in your life.

Honestly, I am having a bit of rough day today, so this particular entry into my Beautiful Me Journal is laced with a little bitter realization, but I have decided to write about it anyways. In this entry the author of the book I've been following suggests considering THE unresolved issue in my life and …