Oops…I did it again.

I want to wear a dress again. That's all I have to say. I'm feeling weird today.

Smile List 06-29-2020

Today, I had a friend refer to me as “pretty girl”... ...and I loved it. ☺️

Get it together…

I'm not even sure where to begin this post, but I feel the need to get it out there and post something that forces me to take a hard stand against myself - rather, against Hilda. But I went off the rails again in a major way. In the past few weeks, I began drinking …

I want…Stephanie

Okay, I wasn't going to write this, because I have been keeping it inside for quite some time. But I want to break Stephanie out of prison a little. I haven't shaved my legs in a long time. I haven't gotten a pedicure in a long time. I haven't worn panties and a bra in …

BMJ: Day 115 – Create an Internal Yardstick

Today I woke up in a very sour mood - some might say I'm restless, irritable and discontent. It felt like it was beginning to spiral downward and I'm wanting to counteract the mood. But, even writing a list of gratitude didn't seem to help. I know I want to think in a more positive …