It’s been a while…

I haven't written in a while. I've been busy, pre-occupied, stressed, optimistic, fearful, tired, hopeful, etc. I'm a mixed bag of emotions, honestly. But I felt the need to give an update to how my life is going. I won't lie, I am in the midst of the most difficult struggle of my life. It …

Stephanie: Accepting myself as I am

The past few days, I've written a little bit about my feelings of femininity and I'm sure some people reading might assume I m confused about my gender. Rest assured, I am not. But I don't deny that there are times I have said I wish I were born female. It's true, there are times …

BMJ: Day 155 – Let Go of That Girl

Disclaimer: I don’t maintain this series in my blog in order or on time, but as I read through this book, I add to my Beautiful Me Journal. I consider it a work in progress, because I consider myself a work in progress. *********************************************************************************************** Today's entry into my Beautiful Me Journal (BMJ) is somewhat of a conflict …

Smile List 11-07-2020

Today, I had a friend and someone I look up to message me on Twitter and she said the following: You helped!!! I hope someday we can meet! And wear that dress!! She made me fell every part of Stephanie.

Cynical

Feeling sorry for myself? That's the absolute worst thing I think Hilda has me feeling. I hate that I have succumbed to that crap. And it's a criticism I heard about myself this morning. The criticism was intended to be constructive and it was. Of course, I didn't want to accept it...not really. Rather, I …