It’s been a while…

I haven't written in a while. I've been busy, pre-occupied, stressed, optimistic, fearful, tired, hopeful, etc. I'm a mixed bag of emotions, honestly. But I felt the need to give an update to how my life is going. I won't lie, I am in the midst of the most difficult struggle of my life. It … Continue reading It’s been a while…

I’m desperate…

...but I have renewed my commitment to not give up. *Trigger Warning: I'm going to discuss suicide* I haven't posted in quite some time and I have been sporadic on social media lately. The truth of the matter is that I had been on the precipice of self-demise. I haven't been able to find work, … Continue reading I’m desperate…

Therapy

I'm not sure why it scares me so much, but I made an appointment to see a therapist. I'm scheduled for this Friday. I know I've been combating a lot of demons - alcohol abuse, depression, self-image and self-esteem, relationship conflicts, hopelessness, anxiety, sexuality, financial stress, etc. It's a smorgasbord of mental bullshit, but it's … Continue reading Therapy

“You need to call home…”

National Suicide Prevention LifelineTrigger Warning: This is a sensitive post concerning suicide. I just read another blogger's post where she had mentioned losing someone she knew to suicide. I didn't share the blog and I'm not going to name the person who discussed it, because this is a sensitive matter, but it has a particularly … Continue reading “You need to call home…”