Working Through It All…

I have always been an extremely dedicated worker. Even when I don't care for a job, I have always kept a strong work ethic.  Of course, one of the many things I noticed from my depression and alcoholism is that my work ethic fell.  It's one thing that truly spiraled my emotions and mental faculties … Continue reading Working Through It All…

Choosing how to die versus eating a bowl of ice cream with peanut butter?

***Trigger Warning: Discussing thought of suicide and eating disorders.*** ===================================================================== As I sit here, spoon in hand and pushing a fattening scoop of ice cream smothered with peanut butter into my mouth, a depressing thought came to my mind: "I could pull my infusion set out and no one would know it was intentional..."  You see, … Continue reading Choosing how to die versus eating a bowl of ice cream with peanut butter?