Agitated and failed to pause

I'm not sure why it happens, but I relapsed again. I'm truly disappointed in myself. But, I failed to do one of the things that The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) recommends - "pause when agitated". I felt a complete breakdown this past Saturday night. I'd like to blame my wife, but my actions … Continue reading Agitated and failed to pause

Day 45:Accept Spiritual Help

Last night, I felt a bit of panic as I arrived home from work and checked my mail. I had a "love" letter from the IRS. - Well, I'm calling it a love letter, since I feel like it's screwing me fifteen ways to Tuesday. And when I opened the letter from the IRS it … Continue reading Day 45:Accept Spiritual Help