I Need to Be Accepted

I funny thought hit me today. I have a basic need that requires people accept me and I didn't realize it, fully, until I saw the number of followers that left my follow list on Twitter.  Seems stupid, I know, but I was shocked that I felt saddened by it. I mean, total strangers have … Continue reading I Need to Be Accepted

My Inner Monologue

Lately, I've been using Twitter as a way to have fun.  I have discovered these things people play called "Hash Tag Games" and have really been enjoying them. They have given me some of my sense of humor back - something I feel like I lost a long time ago. So, I have been engaged … Continue reading My Inner Monologue

Choosing how to die versus eating a bowl of ice cream with peanut butter?

***Trigger Warning: Discussing thought of suicide and eating disorders.*** ===================================================================== As I sit here, spoon in hand and pushing a fattening scoop of ice cream smothered with peanut butter into my mouth, a depressing thought came to my mind: "I could pull my infusion set out and no one would know it was intentional..."  You see, … Continue reading Choosing how to die versus eating a bowl of ice cream with peanut butter?

So, I’ve gone of the edge and joined Twitter…

 I've never really done Twitter before, and I have one account already that I rarely use, but it has all of my real life and personal information - social security number too, of course. But on a serious note, I just created a Twitter to be associated with my WordPress account. I decided I would … Continue reading So, I’ve gone of the edge and joined Twitter…