It’s been a while…

I haven't written in a while. I've been busy, pre-occupied, stressed, optimistic, fearful, tired, hopeful, etc. I'm a mixed bag of emotions, honestly. But I felt the need to give an update to how my life is going. I won't lie, I am in the midst of the most difficult struggle of my life. It …

An Update…

Hi ya'll! I know it's been a while since I've posted - and my posts have been very sporadic over the past few months - but I wanted to post an update what I've been up to lately. Truthfully, I'm not even sure if anyone is still actively following/reading my blog, but I'm going to …

I’ve been offered a job.

So, I have been offered a job. Before I express the gratitude I have for this chance, I'm going to spew negativity right from the get-go for the sole purpose of getting it out and letting go of it. First and foremost, the pay is right in line for a job of this type...lol. I …

I know I’ve said it before…

...but early sobriety just sucks. I've been on again and off again for the past several months. I struggle with so many of my thoughts that I find the only escape to be drinking a few beers on a daily basis. I don't even know how to wrestle with the idea that I know abstaining …

Cynical

Feeling sorry for myself? That's the absolute worst thing I think Hilda has me feeling. I hate that I have succumbed to that crap. And it's a criticism I heard about myself this morning. The criticism was intended to be constructive and it was. Of course, I didn't want to accept it...not really. Rather, I …